This rant no longer matters. Instead, I just wanted to ask, why did it have to happen? I admit I fucked up with the El Chapo thread, and dug myself deeper with my altercations with Chapo himself. I guess I just went off the deep end after I saw how much everyone hated what I'd done. I regret ever having posted the Chapo thing, and this will only make things worse.
I wanted it to be that I could be accepted no matter what I'd done in the past. Many people have proven it can be done. Instead, it looks like I'll be hated for the rest of my WF life because of the actions of the past 48 hours. So I ask that the slate be wiped clean and all posters will be treated equally no matter what they have done. It's for the good of the forum.