I always had a problem feeling comfortable and talking to people. I'm the type of guy that would walk straight past you unless you said hi to me. I think most people think I'm rude because I don't talk that much. I don't consider myself shy, I just like to keep to myself, you know? If you don't talk to me, we won't start the conversation. Theres been times when I said hi to people and they blinded me and I guess I just hate that feeling of being ignored.
Unless we're close, chances are I won't talk that much. Theres been times where I've been with a group of people and they're all there talking to each other and I just feel awkward and decide to check my phone or something. Does this make me a dick?
The problems that you have are not just "hot girls" as is clearly evident in this post. So I say to you again. See a doctor/therapist