Re: BkB Hulk
Well it seems like we've done this before and this time unfortunately for me its much more serious than it was last time.. A doctor looked me in the face and said I may never be able to see bulky again. I was told that the other day, but of course its something I dont believe, but the fact is its something I have to deal with. Time has taken its toll on my body and...
The one thing about me is that I cant do anything halfway, and I come here and I see the people chanting bulk's name and rush's name and one things for sure - you're going to have all of that in the future and thats what I want for the WF fans in spite of what people may think of me, what I've always wanted is for the fans to have a good time and enjoy themselves. Ive always tried to provide it whether I was on the good side or the bad side.
But what was always important to me was the performance, each time they put their hands in their pocket and paid to get a WF rant, they didnt regret it because they knew that if they could come and cheer me or boo me, whatever as long as they had a good time.
Over the last couple of months theres been a lot of talk of bad attitudes about this forum, and one thing thats not going to revolve around this forum now is bull.
I don't know where I'm at right now, I need to have everything checked, I might be beyond reconstructive knee surgery, but if I cant come back to the level Ive performed before, then i cant perform. I cant just go half ass, I have to romp and stomp, get tossed around, toss people around and have fun.
I took on the schedule I did because I felt that I had to, I wanted to enjoy being bulky's man, I wanted to ride bulk, do bulk, sign bulk, and I got to do all that, and if I have nothing else, I have that to take with me.
At a time when toughness is a big deal in the WF, all Ive got is a lot of sorrow, a lot of tears, and a lot of emotion. I dont have toughness for anybody so I guess....here you go, here's your bulk.
and Im gonna go back home and see whats left for me, whether it be in this forum or out of this forum.
Over the last few months, Ive lost a lot of things and one of the things Ive lost is my smile, and I know it doesnt mean a lot to everyone else, but it means a lot to me and I have to go and fix myself and take care of myself and find my smile because somewhere along the lines I lost it and i dont care if its unpopular and people want to make fun of me because Im an emotional guy.
But this is all Ive ever wanted and over the last year Ive got to do it and whether you like me or you dont, I just want to say that last year has been the most wonderful year of my life, and if I never do it again, its gonna be okay. I got one year of my life to do it and I have bulk to thank and im gonna go home now.