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alexfakelastname · 07-29-2011, 08:42 AM

Just got home, they made me stay in the hospital for a few nights. I haven't used since I posted the first thing and it's killing me already. I'm not going to because I have a friend staying with me for the next week to make sure I don't.

Mama is still seeing her new guy, but she's managing it better, not neglecting the boys at all to my knowledge. I've been held up in bed most the time this week so It's good she's stepping up.

I know i needed professional help, but I just needed a place to vent and wanted to see opinions of "normal" people not professionals, I went and got real help so whats the hurt of just letting people respond to me?

Whoever posted the Winehouse pic, my friend did the exact same thing. Basically said if I wanted to end up like Kurt Cobain, then keep doing what I'm doing. I stopped and said to myself "fuck that".

**Whorses** · 07-29-2011, 01:16 PM

Glad to see that over this week things have been improving. I would say that all you have to do is get off the drugs, but y'know what man, you're clearly trying, and I applaud you for realising your mistake.

Also, if the situation with your Mum doesn't improve and she starts neglecting your siblings again, I think the best thing to do is find some care for them, get them in a foster home or something, because they can't grow up like that, especially with such an illness. You're old enough to move on and have your own life, and if you don't want to see your parents ever again you can, but they can't.