Re: Call It Teenage Drama, But I Need Help
Thanks for most of the people who replied, With the exception of P.Smith. I expected more than just him actually.
As a result of talking with my mom for an hour or two my aunt is taking me to the mental health counselor thing at the hospital in spartanburg. Well needed and I hope it helps.
As someone mentioned about my choice, I do need to stop blaming my biological dad. I guess it's been an easy cop out for everything I ever do wrong. He left me, he abused me, he used me for his friends stupid drunken pleasures, but it doesn't mean I can do it all to myself again. So whoever said that, that really helped alot.
My step dad has...just...well ever since we moved he's been being nice, then pissed, then depressed. He's bipolar actually and refuses to take his medicine. He's doing weird shit to add to his normal smoking cigarettes, I literally just got back from the store he works at to get some sodas and he was basically eating orajel. I'm going to stay with my friend tonight to get out of the house and my mom said she's going to draw the line somewhere with her new guy so she doesn't neglect the boys.
I haven't shot up today at all, and I'm already feeling sick. I think I'll be fine because I wasn't as bad as I have been before, it's only been like a week since i started back, but yeah good to be going to a hospital anyways.
And I don't have a new girlfriend or boyfriend either, It's just a friend of mine and we're really close, I may have mistakenly put something to indicate she's more but she's not.
But yeah I'll let you guys know how it goes tomorrow when I get home or later tonight from my friends house.
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