There are two sides to bipolar people, really. There is the absolute mecha cunt version of my fiance who I cannot stand and who says things specifically to hurt my feelings. And then there is the other side to my fiance who I absolutely fell in love with and still love to this day as much as ever. It's s tricky situation. I've heard the same things you've said from other people and other people have even told me to fuck around on her. But I'll never do that, ever. I'm just not that type of guy and I love her very, very much. So I put up with the other side and I'm a strong believer that if you really love someone than you can work anything out. Maybe a little Disney but I don't give up easily.
I don't, nor do I have the balls to. There is no areas around here where I could do it as I live in the city and I don't own a car. Plus, I have enough stress. I don't need the possibility of getting caught with that in the back of my mind.
I have to respectfully disagree here because you indicated that she refuses to acknowledge that she has a problem so how could it possibly work out?
Re: Already Dead But Can't Get Out Of The Line Of Fire
That's the million dollar question, isn't it? I love her very much, I guess is all I can say. Plus, I feel like I have to be a little lenient with her because honestly, and I know this may be a HUGE surprise to some of you (), but I can be a major asshole. Like I said, I literally haven't had a pain free day in over a decade. That shit wears on you mentally and physically and I have a no bullshit attitude as it is. I'm hard to live with sometimes, although I try not to be. But it's hard. When your bones are swollen when you wake on, on top of a really bad tail bone injury on top of a bleeding ulcer and then on top of that all the money problems we have and problems we have with each other, I feel like fucking snapping sometimes. So I feel like I have to cut her some slack because of it, although realistically what she does there is no excuse for.