Originally Posted by Proc
English is not my first language so I didn't understand every detail you wrote, but you are obviously in a bad situation and I really hope everything works out for you.
It's not my business, but may I ask why you are still with your fiance? To me it does not sound like you are happy in your relationship or get any positives out of it...
Keep your head up
There are two sides to bipolar people, really. There is the absolute mecha cunt version of my fiance who I cannot stand and who says things specifically to hurt my feelings. And then there is the other side to my fiance who I absolutely fell in love with and still love to this day as much as ever. It's s tricky situation. I've heard the same things you've said from other people and other people have even told me to fuck around on her. But I'll never do that, ever. I'm just not that type of guy and I love her very, very much. So I put up with the other side and I'm a strong believer that if you really love someone than you can work anything out. Maybe a little Disney but I don't give up easily.
Originally Posted by LadyCroft
I hope you at least grow your own weed and don't spend what little money you have on it. Growing it is free
I don't, nor do I have the balls to. There is no areas around here where I could do it as I live in the city and I don't own a car. Plus, I have enough stress. I don't need the possibility of getting caught with that in the back of my mind.