Re: Stuck in a sort of a hole..
I understand what all of you are saying. We've been in love for 4 whole years, that's where the feelings had come from. I do believe that age doesn't matter, and life is based on maturity more than an age number.
Look I didn't write this for sympathy, I'm not some emo suicidal kid who thinks he's seen the world at the age of 18. I thought I made it clear, it's a weird feeling that I want to let go of, and I was looking for some advice on how to rid myself of it. I mentioned also that shit happens, I'm gonna move on. I just want to let go of this feeling of seeing her in my head everywhere I go and having to go through all these rushes of memories. THAT'S my problem, THAT'S why I made this thread.
It has nothing to do with wanting her or needing her, fuck that I don't want either of those things. I just want some advice on a possible quicker way to forget about her once and for all because she's just a distraction in my mind now and I'm not about to let my thoughts of her put me off of my path to success.
I appreciate everyone who just went and replied directly to the fact that I'm 18 almost 19 years old and didn't even read or fully understand the real point of why I made this.
So let me make this a bit more clear to everybody. The two reasons I made this.
1. To vent my thoughts and feelings out unanimously in hopes of relieving the awkward feelings I've had about the situation.
2. To get some advice from someone who is capable of actually comprehending paragraphs. Someone who can maybe point me in the right direction of how to kick her out of my head once and for all because I've tried almost everything to fill my head up, and while it worked in a way, I still think about her and the relationship a lot more than I'd ever want to.
I'm glad everyone here is judging me from the trolling posts and threads I used to make four years ago when I was 14 and my balls barely dropped as if I'm still that same immature 14 year old kid who knows nothing. Thanks anyways.