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Old 04-18-2005, 05:17 PM   #51 (permalink)
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Whatever you do... Dont EVER commit suicide. Stay in school kids.
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Old 04-20-2005, 05:36 PM   #52 (permalink)
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Well, i have to admit that i'm quite like Will. I do have friends, but not best friends who you see outside of skool or use as a partner for lessons at skool. Basically, i don't mind it too much. I'm very passionate about computing and i'm also a Christian, so i don't really let it bother me. I just concentrate in indulging in computer-related stuff and my faith. To me, friends are just things that help your life go easier, but remember, when you're dead, you're dead. If this doesn't help, then i suggest you become a Buddhist. Their beliefs are that going into deep meditation takes your mind of desire. You want friends? Meditate, find enlightenment, my friend. Buddhists believe that meditation allows you to live a life of constant happiness, as you never have any desires. You mix with fellow Buddhists and live a simple life until you are reincarnated. I hope i'm not sinning, by suggesting you become a Buddhist, lol. I hope everything works out, my friend.
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Old 04-20-2005, 06:25 PM   #53 (permalink)
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Bud, you're only 13. You've got a hell of a long way to go yet. Don't give up/ Look you found something you like right here right? so why not try to make that work to your advantage. You say you don't like the way you look? well you can even change that.

U wanna trade with me? I'm on the down side of my lifetime now, I'd kill to be 13 again ( and of course to know what I know now ), wanna hear some stuff?
Hell first off when I was 13 friggin girls looked like boys for Christ sakes, at least nowadays girls your age have a shape to look at.
I had a girlfriend when I was 18, I was in love. She was my first true love ( and to this day some 20 plus years later I'd still wanna be w/ her ) She was 16. She got pregnant, with my child. My parents had just bought a house in Florida, we were moving there. Without her I was devastated. Couldn't tell my parents about our situation, her parents knew, it would be months before I told my parents. I hated Florida. On March 19, 1983 my daughter was born. I never saw her. we had already decided we would give her up for adoption. Still have never seen her to this day, shes 22 now. Here's another kicker, March 19 also happens to be MY birthday. I moved back to MA to be with my girlfriend, but it wasnt the same. No one in MY family knows about this to this day other than my parents. One night my gf failed to come home, as I waited all night for her at her house, she showed up the next morning being dropped off by someone who was a friend of mine. eventually we broke up, she went with him, blah blah blah. I got her back for a brief time, but again, not the same. I got tegether with her a few times even after she was engaged to be married, again, not the same.
A few years later, April 27 1985, I was arrested for operating under the influence, went to trial. Spent my entire summer worrying that I'd be going to jail. Had a six man jury trial and was found not guilty. I had been drunk for three years prior to that night. haven't had a drink since. i moved out of my parents house at 18, lived with my grandmother and slept on her sofa because my own brother wouldn't allow me to live in the house I grew up in because his f'ing wife didnt want me there. Finally my parents stepped in and I got to live in the basement. My parents eventually sold the house, I had to move. Found a place to live and I fixed it up, then the bitch who owned it tripled my rent. I took off in the middle of the night, stiffed her with three months rent and moved into a house with three friends. got a decent job, but lost it because I couldnt travel the distance they wanted me to, during that job I met a girl and we started going out, then we found out she was pregnant with my child, two days before I lost my job, We had a child on March 5, 1993.<- that date also haunts me, it was the birthdate of my first love, so now we share something yet again. My sons mother thought it was a better idea to party when he was an infant so I was left with a baby on my own after I tossed her out.
One of my best friends was killed when he fell from the back of a pickup truck and whacked his head on the pavement, he was 20 years old. I lost yet another a few years later when a friend died from complications from pneumonia, he was 30. I had a 102 degree fever and I was at his graveside. His mom was hysterical.
In between all of this I had been in and out of local jails because I spent way too much time smoking pot and got caught. ( never near, or around my son )
I met another girl, who would work for me, we hated each other at first, she would become my wife, still is to this day, but I haven't been true to her, as early as my wedding night. I was downstairs making out with another woman, who I had started seeing before I even met my wife, and that girl was also the gf of one of my closest friends. they were at my wedding, she kissed me there, OMG. I've done a few other things as well since then with other women. Just can't seem to keep em off me.
Just yesterday I found out that my sons mother wants more money for child support. Ughhh. I've got a mortgage to pay as well as two car payments, now I gotta pay more money to a bitch I can't stand so she can live in a house she owns with her boyfriend,and my son.
My back is failing me, I've worked retail all my life and its catching up with me, I've worked stockrooms and been unloading trucks for almost 30 years, I can hardly lift anything anymore, my back aches all day and into the night. I am in constant pain. Ive had surgery on my neck as well, which isn't a pleasant thing to do since it was a local anesthetic and it wore off halfway through.

Look alive kid, you're only 13, change your attitude now. You've got friends, they are here, you just haven't met them yet in person.
Go to the beach if you can, walk along the ocean, its really the most peacful place on earth.

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Old 04-20-2005, 06:41 PM   #54 (permalink)
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Wow. What a story. I hope my life doesn't turn out similar to that.
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Old 04-20-2005, 06:55 PM   #55 (permalink)
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Wow. What a story. I hope my life doesn't turn out similar to that.
If you're referring to me, then I hope it may have taught you something.

As I sit here today, with even all of that done, I have had a pretty good life because I made it what it was, and got through it all because I had friends.
I still go to the beach whenever I can just to walk and hear the ocean, it helps me when I'm down.
I don't think I'd want to do it all over again, if I did get the chance though, I never would have left for Florida back in 83.
Looking at what I have now, I have come full circle, meaning that I do have what I wanted to have when I was younger.
I live in a white cape cod house, with my wife, two dogs and two cats, I see my son evrey thrird week and during his vacations, I drive a 4wd toyota truck which is what I wanted when I was a teenager, I've got a pretty decent bank account and a ton of stories to tell.
I've been able to get incvolved in the pro wrestling business which is something I enjoy, so I guess I'm doing alright.
I do wish though that I could at least meet Crystal Lynn ( my daughter ) at least once before I die.
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Old 04-20-2005, 07:09 PM   #56 (permalink)
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Hey man, I was in the same slum you are in when I was 13/ 14, but nothing compaired to One Night Stand. In school every one made fun of me (people still do), I hated the way I looked and I cryed allmost every night (pls don't make some sort of joke about that one.) I got bullyed at school a few times (some tomes still do.) I couldnt take it. It was Hell, and dude, I thought I also had no friends but know that I look back, I had a few good ones who were there to cheer me on and I bet if you looked deep enough, you might find some body. Now I am in a high school and became friends with a few goth looking people and I guess I am now labeled a Skoad. Even though I don't were that stuff, I still am called one because I am nice to them. last week, I when to the local Target and these dumb kids walked up t me and made some joke about how I am a Skoad. I could say that it doesn't bother me but I would be lieing. But just to let you know, I looked deep into my heart and found out it doesn't matter what some jackass says, all that matters is how good of a person I am. Now I want you do look inside of your self and find out who you are, not what a bunch of 13 year old pieces of Sh!t think. I now love myself (not in the weird way, but in the happy way) and as soon as you look deep into your self, then you will trully be happy. But it is hard to do that, I know. But I want you to know that there are people out there who really care about you and I hope you will soon find inner happyness.
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Old 04-20-2005, 07:13 PM   #57 (permalink)
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We should care about you why?
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Old 04-20-2005, 07:20 PM   #58 (permalink)
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We should care about you why?
Because he's a human being as are you ( i would hope )
let me ask you this, if you were laying down in the street because someone just beat the ever loving crap out of you because you just looked different, or acted a certain way, and were pretty much just laying there bleeding to death, would you want someone to help you? Cause right now with your attitude, its not looking like I would be stepping over to your side of the street to lend a hand,
look, the kid is 13 years old and feeling a bit down, you can't tell me that you have never had one of these moments in your life, and if you say you haven't then I'm calling you a liar because we all have had them.
All this kid is doing is looking for a little input on life here, he may be a bit down and somewhat confused about life so far. Give him a break, or if you don't want to be helpful then I suggest you step off.
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Old 04-20-2005, 07:55 PM   #59 (permalink)
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yo dont worry u only 13 when i was 12 or 13 i weighed almost 200 pounds and was 5'5 it was one time when i said this has gotta change. I had a few friends and no g/f and my life was terrible. Then i decided i wanted to do sumthing bout it. I went to the gym everyday and worked out for an hour and ate right. By the time i was 14 i was 5'7 and 135 lbs. Thats when i tryed out for the football team and made it as a backup cb. I got much more respect and became more athletic. I got a g/f and live happily for the rest of my teenage life. Now dont worry just if you work hard at anything anything could happen!
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Old 04-20-2005, 08:00 PM   #60 (permalink)
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Does he have to ask it over an internet forum? Maybe we should make a personal problems forum for people who dont know how to deal with themselves, because I think it is really pathetic that he has to ask other 13-17 year old kids for help when he could ask from his parents, the reason you dont ask other kids for help is because they will turn you down and push you away, that happened to me and I stepped up and got some self confidence thats what he should do, If hes that big he should be able to punch out anyone that makes fun of him.
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