You're mistaken as well, CP, as I hardly ever post in the getting high thread anymore. Even when I did it was more of being a jackass to cole than posting about getting high. Regretful times indeed, I don't know why I had to be so mean to him. He was just trying to make friends.
As for my old self, I agree, it was quite a hard thing to continue. Which is why I had to put a stop in it.