Heel Turn on James Ellsworth
Join Date: Aug 2006
Re: Getting high
Yeah sometimes it's cool if you planned on crashing anyway but if you still wanted to do something it's like a bitch, a few weeks ago i came home pretty stoned, i was geting more tired and tired, i still had to do the dishes since my folks came home the next morning but i barely could fart let alone wash, i wanted to do them anyway bur fell asleep at the couch, that sucked, almost as much as getting woken up by screams^^.
If you want to do all the steps once you might fall, you might not be able to stand up, you might not be able to pick yourself up mentally, failing is hard, failing everything at once is even more devastating, its the feeling of have given it all in every aspect, but in reality you fooled yourself to believe your God, a man has only an amount of energy to accomplish what he wants, if you dont learn to pace yourself you will lose the ability to stand back up maybe for good.