Heel Turn on James Ellsworth
Join Date: Aug 2006
Re: TELL THE TRUTH WHILE HIGH THREAD (Disclaimer: Not TTT)
I know, i know where to get it though, someone who is dealing all over town i know him from a friend, i wont buy shit in a club, next thing i know i have been raped, i also never let my drink stand i order it drink it and when i want to drink more i get more, it´s not really a desire for me to do it often i just wanna try MDMA cause of the talk from my friends, but i also know what it can do, i had a friend who was really a good guy you could hng out with, but after he started taking LSD, MDMA and all that he hasn´t been the same, he is now like a bum he never showers he stinks and he actually thinks when he goes to te raves he is getting along with everybody when everybody is just going out of his way, its not the drugs fault for him being whats left of him but it made it worse i guess.
If you want to do all the steps once you might fall, you might not be able to stand up, you might not be able to pick yourself up mentally, failing is hard, failing everything at once is even more devastating, its the feeling of have given it all in every aspect, but in reality you fooled yourself to believe your God, a man has only an amount of energy to accomplish what he wants, if you dont learn to pace yourself you will lose the ability to stand back up maybe for good.