Heel Turn on James Ellsworth
Join Date: Aug 2006
Re: TELL THE TRUTH WHILE HIGH THREAD (Disclaimer: Not TTT)
Dont mention it, i like to help. When my 40 days expire i will buy weed for 200 bucks, and 2 other friends are gonna get 100 each, itßs like a party me and 3 friends, probably gonna invite some chicks, but i think i too will be surprised by my little tolerance and pass out after 2 joints hahahahaha.
And i know what you mean i missed weed so much sometimes i wanted to say fuck it i gnna get me some, i have the money, why the fuck not, weekends were the hardest, friends smoking in front of me, and i was tempted to slap the joint holder and take the biggest hit seen to mankind. But i didnt cause i always remembered myself this is what the weak seperats from the strong, a weak person would have taken the hit or got the weed and felt bad about it later, a strong person says sometimes no, we are all human, temptation is natural to us, but being able to say no no matter what, that is strength. Keep yourself busy dont matter how, get a girlfriend that will take up your time so much you wont have time to fart, forget about ganja hahaha.
I wish you good luck, and remember, the first week is the worst, remember it will get easier, i still would like to smoke now, temptation isnt there though
If you want to do all the steps once you might fall, you might not be able to stand up, you might not be able to pick yourself up mentally, failing is hard, failing everything at once is even more devastating, its the feeling of have given it all in every aspect, but in reality you fooled yourself to believe your God, a man has only an amount of energy to accomplish what he wants, if you dont learn to pace yourself you will lose the ability to stand back up maybe for good.