Heel Turn on James Ellsworth
Join Date: Aug 2006
Re: Getting high
I'd rather not have that experience. I really want to do them but again I don't trust anyone I know enough to do it. Thank Christ I listen to Joe Rogan's podcast, he's talked about how to take mushrooms and how to eat pot correctly. Had I not listened to him I would have eaten like 6 cookies and then completely lost my mind and eaten any mushroom someone gave me if they told me they were the right ones and possibly die.
What always helped me when i kinda got into a negativ mood was telling myself that it's your imagination, you payed to see a "Show" so why bother being scared, and it always depends what you take, LSD will make you doubt yourself and you probably get insecure, but that isn't something you can't control, the first time i did it even though my friends who have more expierence with it g
uided me threw i was scared to death half the time, i saw myself diying over and over again, but the second time i could control it better, and once you are able to you will have the time of your life and you could be staring at a wall doesn't matter. But i do understand you don't trust people, they could give you anything and you die, it's over. I didn't have that problem cause my friends do LSD and other stuff for Years and they have their source who is reliable. Still before i take something i am kinda worried, that's normal. The only thing that bothers me trippin with my friends is when i take it in i want to stay where i am at for the next Hour, until it kicks in or it gets too much, but we usually take it in and then we have to go to some place to get something or whatever, i hate that, but else, it changed my life in a good way.
If you want to do all the steps once you might fall, you might not be able to stand up, you might not be able to pick yourself up mentally, failing is hard, failing everything at once is even more devastating, its the feeling of have given it all in every aspect, but in reality you fooled yourself to believe your God, a man has only an amount of energy to accomplish what he wants, if you dont learn to pace yourself you will lose the ability to stand back up maybe for good.