I'd rather not have that experience. I really want to do them but again I don't trust anyone I know enough to do it. Thank Christ I listen to Joe Rogan's podcast, he's talked about how to take mushrooms and how to eat pot correctly. Had I not listened to him I would have eaten like 6 cookies and then completely lost my mind and eaten any mushroom someone gave me if they told me they were the right ones and possibly die.
What always helped me when i kinda got into a negativ mood was telling myself that it's your imagination, you payed to see a "Show" so why bother being scared, and it always depends what you take, LSD will make you doubt yourself and you probably get insecure, but that isn't something you can't control, the first time i did it even though my friends who have more expierence with it g
uided me threw i was scared to death half the time, i saw myself diying over and over again, but the second time i could control it better, and once you are able to you will have the time of your life and you could be staring at a wall doesn't matter. But i do understand you don't trust people, they could give you anything and you die, it's over. I didn't have that problem cause my friends do LSD and other stuff for Years and they have their source who is reliable. Still before i take something i am kinda worried, that's normal. The only thing that bothers me trippin with my friends is when i take it in i want to stay where i am at for the next Hour, until it kicks in or it gets too much, but we usually take it in and then we have to go to some place to get something or whatever, i hate that, but else, it changed my life in a good way.