Heel Turn on James Ellsworth
Join Date: Aug 2006
Re: Getting high
No sympathy, not any at all, i am just saying if you wanna have a good weekend get your shit a day or two before, who wants to wait around on a friday, just sucks. And i personally feel dealers are some of the biggest douches ever, come when they want, or fuck around with you, try to con you, i've got a Rasta Man now who just lives 10 minits away with the bus, the first great dealer i ever had, you go to his home to get the stuff, so no waiting and he always gives out good, plus he let's you try it and if he likes you can hang out with him.
If you want to do all the steps once you might fall, you might not be able to stand up, you might not be able to pick yourself up mentally, failing is hard, failing everything at once is even more devastating, its the feeling of have given it all in every aspect, but in reality you fooled yourself to believe your God, a man has only an amount of energy to accomplish what he wants, if you dont learn to pace yourself you will lose the ability to stand back up maybe for good.