This really isn't easy for me to do, but....
I apologize. No really, I've been WAY too serious the last few months. I haven't been myself. People would try to joke with me, and I'd take it as more than just that. So first off, I'm going to apologize to GD
. You are a dick sometimes, but I shouldn't let it get under my skin. I'm sorry for knocking your hustle (supermarket) and I'm sorry for calling you jersey trash and telling you to go kill yourself. Seriously brah, I was out of line and I'm hoping we can put it all in the past. You were trying to tell me to calm down and not let my emotions or passions get the best of me, and you had a point.
Next, this is going to be a double apology. Jon Hamm Sandwich
. These are two guys who I have also snapped on a couple of different occasions when they were just trying to joke around with me. Again, I let my racial sensitivity get the best of me. A lot of my experiences in life haven't been easy, but I'm not going to use that as an excuse since we all had to go through our fair share of trials and tribulations. That being said, I do think the Arab jokes and such can get out of hand, but I'll start taking them as a sign of friendly banter... just like I should've. I like you two guys, not sure why, but I do.
The biggest apology of all is going to go to THE STOOGES
. I mean, what can I say. I completely went against what we were all about, and that was strictly the lulz. I apologize for making things awkward for you guys on different occasions by being affiliated with me when I was acting nuts. I'm hoping one day that maybe The Stooges can reunite together, stronger than ever. And I promise, I wont be serious. Never again.
And my final apology is going out to WrestlingForum
as a whole. Here's the deal: I snapped yesterday. I decided to go off on a little bitch tantrum, and tried taking it out on the whole board. IT'S NOT A CASE OF YOU GUYS BEING FAKE, IT'S A CASE OF ME BEING WAY TOO REAL.
And I've come to realize that. All of my friends, the MrMister's, Jack Draper (whatever the fuck you call yourself these days), can't forget about mah girl BkB
And especially my good friend redeadening
. Adam, you're the coolest person I've ever met on the internet. Always had my back through thick and thin, and always gave me great advice whenever I was discouraged about wrestling or whatever the case may have been. I apologize to you kind sir, for making you deal with awkward situations. I know that's not why you come on here, and it shouldn't be why any of us come here. It should all be for shits & gigs, and awesome discussions.
In closing, I hope that we can all put my dark days behind us. I guess it was just a case of me not wanting to take shit from anyone, and the Pro Wrestling "fame" getting to my head. I want to go back to the old Sheik. The guy who could joke around and get jokes with, without it escalating to more than just that, a joke. So there you have it. There comes a time where a man realizes where he fucked up, and he has to swallow his pride. No matter how many jabroni's I've humbled, no matter how many people I've put in a headlock, and no matter how much ass I get
, I'm no better than any of you. I was going to take the cowards way out and leave the forum, or take a sabbatical. I'm just hoping we can put my insane days behind us. This is the last serious rant you'll ever see from me, I promise.
Consider me HUMBLED