Re: Official DVD/Match/Show Discussion Thread!
I can't think of anything that I could say that would change your mind, except that if you're going through a particularly rough time and apparently bi-polar, then you're not even in your entirely right mind. Just think about someone or something in your life that you really care about, and just think about how much you will miss them or they will miss you. Give yourself a chance to talk someone about this before you actually do it; I'd say make an appointment with a psychiatrist, or even call a suicide help hotline number.
If you're life is as shitty as you can imagine it, then it can't get much worse than it is now. Just keep in mind everyone else you would hurt by doing this. Even if it's one person like your mom, it's one too many. I hope you make the right decision.