I tend to be to charming to the point I come across as a flirt so I feel the need to constantly reassure my girl I love her.
I'm not the best father in the world but I am working on it.
Im so fucking paranoid and over protective due to the past.
Im a recovering drug abuser and alcoholic due to past. Been sober of weed, morphine and harder rec drugs like coke an ecstasy for 5 years. Still struggle with alcohol.
I over-think everything. Like, genuinely everything.
Yes, the DVD sections are well aware of that.
Originally Posted by ryanbrian
TV shows are the best entertainment programmes like wrestling. My favourite TV show is RAW and SMACK DOWN. I specially like fight of Rey mysterio and Randy Ortan. It was very amazing fight with lots of stunt.
I over-think everything. Like, genuinely everything. I'm seriously over-thinking right now whether that's an exaggeration or not and whether I should edit this post. I even over-think that. Seriously.....I over-think everything.
Last year at Uni I went to a nightclub very drunk. I don't smoke although when I'm drunk I sometimes have one as it tends to make you feel a lot more drunk then you are. This particular night out a guy sees me struggling to find my lighter and offers his in return for borrowing my phone. I give this random stranger my phone, sit down and light up. Safe to say I've never seen that phone since (lost the lighter too a few days later!)
Moral of this story, when I am drunk I say yes to everything. I can't help it. I can only think of two times when I've said no but thats because I had a girlfriend at the time.
I'm an absolute perfectionist...everything has to be just right or I get flustered. Plus, I am always absolutely very hard on myself. I'm my own worst critic. My wife tells me that sometimes I just need to chill out and not expect everything to be perfect at that moment. Easier said than done, though.
- I'm very shy, not that much on internet of course, but lots in rl
- I never laught, I smile a lot but I think I don't know how to laugh, it can appear like a weird trait
- when i get verbally attacked I become frustrated and tearful (and sadly, silent) instead of fighting back. I don't think I'm weak but i always try to run from fights (fear of conflict). I also expect other people to step up in my defence, I HATE this part of me so much.