no this isnt a whose birthday comin up thread. My 21st is coming up, everyones treating it like this big occasion and i really could fucking care less. its just another bitter dissapointment that reminds me once again theres a high chance i wont get what i want. Ive wanted the same thing for every birthday since i was a little kid, to see my real family to have them back, to be away from the piece of shit that calls himself my father who deserves to be locked away and to be away from my siblings who turned on their mum cause of his lies.
I know this sounds butt hurt and depressing and this is probably in the wrong place but i cant be the only one who feels this way, wanting something so bad and getting dissapointed so many times you just feel numb to everything.
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Been there, done that, and got the T-shirt, son, and you're just doing reruns.
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This definately shouldn't go to rants, as OP seems to have a serious situation that would just be mocked over there.
I really bad for you, OP. And here as a kid, I would get depressed when I didn't get a material thing I wanted for my birthday or Christmas. I hope things work out for you and just remember, through God, anything is possible. Just keep the faith.
Sounds like you're in a pretty bad head space right now. I hope things work out for you, sometimes you gotta make the best of a bad situation. Like the saying goes "when life gives you lemons make lemonade"
In the meantime it might be a good idea to keep an online journal or a diary getting all that shit out on paper might be quite therapeutic for you. I used to do that as a kid and it seemed to work for me.
It's a shame because a 21st should be something to be remembered. Just try to stay positive, I know it can be hard sometimes. Peace.
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My spelling and grammar isn't great but that is trivial shit compared to my pet hate of idiots (read Americans) saying could care less. As far as things go, not capitalising nor putting an apostrophe is laziness on my part. Saying you could care less is just annoying and as far as a saying for showing how little you care about something then it is completely useless.
[quote=Rush;12089829]My spelling and grammar isn't great but that is trivial shit compared to my pet hate of idiots (read Americans) saying could care less. As far as things go, not capitalising nor putting an apostrophe is laziness on my part. Saying you could care less is just annoying and as far as a saying for showing how little you care about something then it is completely useless.[/QUOTE
Dude, im no american. I get that phrase confused both seem the same to me and mean the same, the only difference is there's an apostrophe in one. Oh yeah agreed on the laziness part. I dont use good grammar unless I have no choice.
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