There is a certain depth to you that I want to reach, but you keep kicking my ass to the curb. I guess I'll stay there until otherwise.
It's because I'm afraid to get too close to people. It's cliché, but I'm commitment-phobic. I don't mean to push people away...well, I do, but I don't WANT to. It's just that, if I don't, I'll either fuck something up in utterly and incomprehensibly spectacular fashion - usually unintentionally - so I feel like it would be better to distance myself before it becomes too late.
It's not you, it's me.
But I thank you for trying.