What mental illness have you been diagnosed with Warren? You seem to have the traits of a sociopath or someone with aspergers syndrome.
Schizotypal Personality Disorder - medicated
Major Depressive Disorder - medicated
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder as a symptom of other illnesses - medicated
I was also "diagnosed" with mild autism as a child when much less was known about autism, which was likely a misdiagnosis of the SPD and OCD.