Been there, done that, and got the T-shirt, son, and you're just doing reruns.
Join Date: Jul 2011
Location: Washington D.C.
This definately shouldn't go to rants, as OP seems to have a serious situation that would just be mocked over there.
I really bad for you, OP. And here as a kid, I would get depressed when I didn't get a material thing I wanted for my birthday or Christmas. I hope things work out for you and just remember, through God, anything is possible. Just keep the faith.