no this isnt a whose birthday comin up thread. My 21st is coming up, everyones treating it like this big occasion and i really could fucking care less. its just another bitter dissapointment that reminds me once again theres a high chance i wont get what i want. Ive wanted the same thing for every birthday since i was a little kid, to see my real family to have them back, to be away from the piece of shit that calls himself my father who deserves to be locked away and to be away from my siblings who turned on their mum cause of his lies.
I know this sounds butt hurt and depressing and this is probably in the wrong place but i cant be the only one who feels this way, wanting something so bad and getting dissapointed so many times you just feel numb to everything.
Last edited by TommyWCECM; 10-03-2012 at 02:54 AM.
Reason: forgot a paragraph