Yes I am capable of similar atrocities.
Like accepting money in exchange for giving me a blowjob behind Taco Bell?
Don't be discouraged by me rejecting you and consequently exposing your activities to the entire forum. This is actually very healthy, it means you can get help, you can actually go back home to your folks, get out of the city, get away from whatever pimp has forced you into this repulsive existence.
You have a chance to be free.