lol, Thanks Proof. That might be true but I seriously deserve whatever I get. I'm actually amazed and how nice and supportive a lot of people are being, I thought I would like get banned or something but a lot of people are saying nice things in PMs/rep comments
so thanks to everyone who's been nice!
I just wish I would have been honest from the start, if I knew I'd be posting on here for this long and getting to know people I definitely wouldn't have done it. There's a lot of people on here I like talking to and I just feel really bad about the whole thing.